The way it is

"Listen up people don't stand to near I've got something that you all should hear, holy matrimony's not for me, rather die alone in misery"
Everytime I talk to my dog about girls and meeting new chicks I always feel like I'm defending my actions... I mean I believe that at 22 years of age, marriage is like a ball and chain, but companionship is hella cool or whatever right? So how the hell are you gonna find it unless you mingle and hang out with and assortment of different girls. So I try and tell my boy that and he's not tryna hear it, but this dude is married with a beautiful daughter, who I'm kinda like the Co-godfather and another child on the way. So I tell him his opinion is irrelevent, cause he's out of the game and doesn't know what's goin' on in the streets. Plus at one time he was just like me and right there with me tryna quench his lurst, but I guess he matured on my immature ass huh? But me I'm in these streets so to speak.
I know that the average girl wants to have fun, doesn't want to get married and doesn't want to be seen as a slut, she just wants a good looking, drama free, intelligent man, who's got something going for himself, or at least appears to have something going for himself. I'm all that I like to think, So knowing that I feel like there's not much he can tell me... so we argue back and forth about it being fucked up that I go out with girls and have no intention of really settling down, you don't respect yourself and you look for girls who don't respect themselves either... but I tell him he's so got me fucked up... it's called COURTING and when a guy and a girl have a physical attraction to each other... things happen so you can't say I have no morals and neither does she. Plus how can you know who you are meant to be with if you don't actively search... I mean you could wait on fate to bring you together. But I think that lurst will get to you before fate does! Like I always say Lurst is a bitch, and she's real persistent and can make you do some wild shit! But that's just what's goin on with me right about now... and now I have to help paint his living room "Dorito nacho cheese brown", his house is actually very nice but I think his fireplace is in the wrong place and he needs to adjust the focal point, but what do I know?

It never ceases to amaze me how finding out certain things can change the way I do things... here I am about to put somebody on blast for doing them, well not really put on blast per se... but just put out there. When I'm doing the same or probably worse. But that's just the way it is... anyways I've been slacking on my blog shit I started, but I've got some pretty crazy criticism... "what type of nigga does shit like that, what type of nigga is you" had me dying... but yeah I'm sitting here talkin to my roomate about these girls out here and it's like every girl I talk to nowadays has a child or two! Like it's the cool thing to do, and these girls are about like 24-25 with 7 year olds and shit... So I'm like how comes all these girls have kids, how comes there's no single fathers... and he's like it's cause of guys like you... Now I kind of take offense to that because I don't consider myself that kind of guy... he's all like "do you know how hard it is for a girl with kids to meet a guy, and when a girl meets a guy it's a package deal" I don't believe that shit.. I feel like everytime a girl meets a guy and she's got kids, she's not looking for a daddy or a husband... I mean shit girls just wanna have fun too you know! Having a child doesn't mean courting goes out the window, you know? So if she meets a guy and he might go to the movies with her and her kids, it's still a date but the kids just happen to be there right? So my boy Lloyd co-signs with my roomate and the argument still rages on today...