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Pillow talk



"Just imagine if we were married we wouldn't even wanna be all up on each other like that and sex would be the last thing on our minds, we would just be worried about going to bed, getting some sleep, getting up in the morning and going to work......
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Are your eyes closed andre"

I hear some things people tell me and inside it makes me feel the complete opposite of the intended effect. This was most definitly one of those times. In my mind, things like that make marriage seem like a real ball and chain. 'Lisa's' parents slept in different rooms. One upstairs and one downstairs. When I am over there hanging out with her it is the wierdest shit I've ever seen, and she thought it was perfectly normal.

So I totally see why she thinks that relationships without physical intimacy are A-ok, being that I see it doesn't mean I like it. My friends tell me I need to plant a seed in my head that in one month, I'm not going to be with this girl. Anytime I feel like I've made the decision to not be with a girl, I see it as kind of shuffling the deck and drawing a new card. Not to sound douchish but I know that if I continue feeling like this I'm going to end up hurting this girl. I'm working nights at the club and meeting girls and not really following up for that exact reason. I don't want to hurt 'Lisa', but I'm not going to be in a situation where I'm unhappy.

2 comments:

AtruHollywood said...

Its admirable of you to consider how your actions will affect her. Odds are if you are feeling this way now you are right and you should probably do whats best for the both of you!`

Andre said...

Very true, it's time for me to be about what I'm talking about, I'm frequently in the company of women who are the complete opposite of "lisa" and the possibilties my mind imagines makes me need to end this situation asap.

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