lost...

I've been off for awhile on some finding myself type shit you know but after all this time I haven't found a damn thing.... Its just been like someone put a curse on me or something all sorts of bad shits been happenin to me... My window fucked up, I got rear ended, towed, and a ticket all in one day... Now I know a lot more people have more serious problems than that but I'm not them and there not me soooo.. But I know what it is in life I need and I want it more than almost anything and when I find that thing it will either add the balance I'm seeking or really fuck my world up.....

Homegirl drama

I'm really thinking about moving in with a female friend of mine... Granted she's did some bad shit in her life and had some bad shit done to her she's like one of the most sweetest chicks I know and when she's not fucked up and nicer girl... Me myself, I've got no prob moving in with her but what really makes me think twice about that shit is the fact that I am a real wishy washy person when it comes to decisions like that... Granted I want a spot to entertain and all but I also want money in my pocket to buy shit when I want it.... This choice really isn't a hard one to make but whether I move in with this girl or not what will it really change?

Lush

My new drink of choice is now the "Blood Clot"... Everyone knows or should know that my famed drink was the "Caribou Lou" but after having the sweet nectar of a Southern Comfort and a 7-Up combined with the great taste of Grenadine which I don't even know if its a liquor or not....