The late night tip

Things kind of have been happening really fast and I like it. I had my interview and blew it out of the water. I was all like "Conceptualized this to increase that" and "Directly supervised and delegated on a daily basis" this... So I'll see what happens on that.

I went to a training class this weekend at Agnes Scott College and it went very well.. But thats kind of where things stop going as planned...

I met a girl since I've been here. She's 20 and very cool, her voice sounds just like 'kelis', she DJ's at clubs around here, and she's very straightforward. I've been spending quite a bit of time with her and it's been very interesting. After she taught me the basics of blending and DJ'ing, we did the 'golden glide' skate thing and it got cut kinda short cause of the hail in this crazy ass georgia weather. So 'easter sunday' she stops by to bring me a plate and we talked and ate. So we're sitting there talking and we just started kissing and messing around, my shirts off and my hands are under her when she told me...

"I wanna go to your room"

I wanted to do it because.... I just wanted to do it, but I knew that it wasn't the right thing to really do because I don't want to jump up and down with her and then just lose interest in her non-sexual company and the fact that 'doin it' would really take it to "the next level". So I asked her...

Me: Are you sure?

"umm hmm"

So we go back to my room and she had them "powerful draws" (this song is just so bad but just saying "powerful draws" out loud when refering to good coochie makes me giggle.)

powerful draws - luney tunez

and I really put it down. So after afterwards came the pillow talk, which kinda had my head spinning...

DJ Chick: "It's crazy I mean all the stuff we have in common (her birthday is 3 days after mine,she DJ's and I produce(sometimes), and other stuff I can't think of) I really am glad I met you"

Me: I know right...



DJ Chick: "I really haven't opened my heart to to many guys, but I'm getting the feeling like you're someone I could open my heart to..."

Me:*..........*
I'm a good person I don't really wanna hurt anybody...you know?



The conversation continued down that path with her asking me straight questions and me giving ambiguous answers, her telling me about her douche ex, and how all her friends are in relationships except her, I mean just opening up...

So it's kind of late and her mom txts her asking if she's gonna come home, and she looks at me for the answer... Even though I know I'm probably setting myself up to be in a bad position, I said yes... So she spent the night which was real cool and we had 'morning delight', now she wants me to meet her mom and apparently "not many guys meet her mother"


Even though she's got that brita water filter juice, I'm not gonna let that make my mind up for me until I know for sure that's what I wanna do.It seems to me that she feels like the fifth wheel with her friends and I kinda wanna shame myself for being so cynical of her intentions, because part of me wants the BF/GF thing, but another part of me is saying
"You can do better!
Just remember you can always do you on the side...."